Probation Period Begins

Almost got turned down by the first sight. However, Guai agreed to "give more chances to observe everything", and so there are 3 dates within 2 days.

I guess she prefers my voice to my looks. That's why we could still have a 2-hour-call last Friday night that her friend Xiao Nai forced her to never get in touch with me again.

Thanks to Guai, I had an excellent hair-cut, though TT and Angela thought it didn't fit me, I myself like it a lot. Seems the new short hair frees me and provides me with more opportunities to be with her.

Haven't got up before 7 for a long long long time, strangely that I could make it this morning, only by thinking of picking her up and taking her to the hospital had made me sleepless.

Showered by the morning sunshine, her hand slipped into mine and in that very moment I could hardly breathe. Silly as I am, fools always take this kind of stuff as some signal of relationship. Her frankness on MSN at night shattered my vision for that, though I really enjoy holding her hand in the crowd as we did again in the evening. Anyway, I will try to convince myself that it is no big deal and it is meaningless to her. I guess the only way to avoid that happening again is to put my hand into pocket or to hold something.

Luna must have been crazy today by telling Trave who the new girl of the Jurk Jeff is, Helen. Guai thought it exciting that two women kk and one man stands aside, taking picture of it. Hehe, sleezy girl. But to me it is hard to tell my bud the bad news, as I guess Trave would have difficulties to accept the brutal truth and feel lose face in front of another bud.

Laura asked me on MSN if I have met with Guai (Suddenly realize that all these three women have one more thing in common, except for the miserable childhood caused by poor marriage of their parents and the serioues health problems--their English names all begin with the letter "L". FT, remains me of "The L World". Is it another sign? STOP IT, SILLY. YOU ARE STILL IN PROBATION PERIOD！). I feel somehow strange that Laura would remember this, as I thought she must have been occupied with her honeymoon times and have no time to think about my new pursuance.

Told Guai that I would not go for her tomorrow, Tuesday, my nightmare day, although deep down inside, I wanna be with her every single second, yet I know it has to be some distance to keep both party calm and reserve some personal space so as to remain the attraction. God knows how much I wanna see her now!

Never RUSH into a relationship, 'coz "easy come, easy go".  A valuable piece of advice that I should bear in mind any second that I indulge myself into the picturing of future days...

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